My wedding day is a day I will always cherish. Being united to my husband in the eyes of God was one of the biggest blessings I could have received. Not only that, but this was done so with the full support of both of our families and all of our friends. Marriage is a spectacular thing to behold.

Two becoming one flesh. I did not realize how true these words could be until being married myself. It is the purest form of symbiosis. A true melding of mind, body, and soul. We are bonded for eternity.

Which is insane.

I did not think the Lord had it in His will that I would be bonded to the happy-go-lucky, ultimate frisbee player in my biological techniques class. Especially after I learned that he was a *gasp* Baptist.

But, once I pushed past the more surface level disagreements we had, I learned that we both shared the same foundational values. We prioritize our faith and our families. We were raised to show others kindness and respect. If I hadn’t known any better, I would have thought he had been raised by my own parents. Not long after the December in which we began our relationship, I felt in my soul that we were meant to grow into our own family.

And this feeling only grew as time passed. Our relationship was not one of butterflies and fireworks, but comfort and understanding. Whenever I think of my husband, two images come to mind. One is of pure sunlight. From the day we met, he had been a constant beam of sunshine, lighting up any room he walked into. The second image is a big, warm sweater. He is my home.

Flowers wilt.

Flames fizzle out.

Fireworks fade out against the dark night sky.

But sweaters will always be snuggly and the sun will never stop shining.

When you’re dating, many people will assert that opposites attract, and encourage you to find someone with a different viewpoint. Which is true, in a very specific sense. Naturally, we will not get along with people who are our polar opposites. Being our true opposites, they do not share our same values or morals, and marrying someone who is completely against everything you hold to be true will lead to constant arguments.

Instead of looking for an opposite to offset certain aspects of yourself, find someone who is strong in the areas where you are weak. Support is one of the main functions of marriage, and cannot thrive when you are with someone who only acts to outweigh your own negative traits. Rather than looking for a counterweight, seek out a counterpart. I am an anxious person, to the point where I can sometimes feel paralyzed by my own apprehensive thoughts. My husband is much more rational in certain situations. He is able to help me deconstruct these fears and bring to light their more logical counterparts. In ways such as this, we were able to lift each other up as we dated, and continue to do so as a married couple.

He proposed to me in the early morning of Pascha, 2018. We had just gotten back from our midnight service, and I was so eager to break the fast, I almost didn’t notice when he dropped down to one knee. He said:

“Christ’s death on the cross is a perfect example of His sacrifice for the Church. An example of how a husband must sacrifice himself for his wife. Mia, will you marry me?”

It was simple, sweet and to the point. And of course, I said yes.

We set out to get married the following February. During this time, our spiritual father was reassigned to another church in New York, leaving us with a series of rotating interim priests. With no long term priest in sight, we sought out another church to be married at. Once we found a new spiritual father, he informed us that our wedding would be too large for the church to handle, right before we had to send out our invitations. We scrambled, cancelling plans so that we could meet with other local priests, to ask them if we could be married at their churches. Luckily, being in a county with four Orthodox churches, we were able to procure our venue.

Also, during this time, we went through premarital counseling. Fortunately, we were gifted Building an Orthodox Marriage by Bishop John Abdalah and Nicholas G. Mamey by one of my aunts. Which happened to be the book our priest wanted us to go through during our counseling.

I cannot recommend this book highly enough. It not only explained the sacrament of marriage in a way that was easy to understand, no matter your walk of life, it did so beautifully. It explains a sacrament as follows: “God’s grace is revealed to us as in earthly form as a symbol, allowing us to participate in this heavenly reality… The Holy Spirit works through words and objects regardless of their flaws and limitations, so that we may return to God and experience the Kingdom in every sense.” Just as God acts in the life of every individual to draw us nearer to Him, the Holy Spirit also pulls us closer with sacrament we participate in. Of marriage in particular, it asserts that marriage, as a sacrament, “cannot be reduced to earthly functions.” Being joined to your spouse means forever pursuing God, no matter what earthly cares or demonic forces might assail you both. This was something that was made very clear to us.

And so, we were married in the Orthodox Church in February, 2019. Crowned in the name of the Lord before our friends and family.